I know I've been gone for awhile this time guys. I just heven't been myself as of late. No sleep to speak of, just coffee. Food was something of the past for awhile as well. Three or four days of just coffee and ciggarettes. Delicious and nutritious. I turned 19 last month. It was a nice day. He took me out to dinner and a movies and got me a cake. It was really sweet. I don't think he knows just how much that meant to me. None of my ex's ever did anything for my birthday. But He is amazing and I cant stop saying it. He is sweet and funny. Im shutting up now i have to get dressed.