Hey Everybody... I have come to one serious conclusion about my life: I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm dating the greatest guy ever. He's cute, funny, and intelligent, sure he can't put a license plate on a car but who cares. Well he and I have been going out for half a year now and everything is perfect except my friends. For some reason my friends aren't happy because I am happy for once. One of them is trying to sway me away from him subtly and the other one is just trying to get into my pants (THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN). On top of that I have started to form an Unnatural hatred for New Jersey. I can't stand it here anymore. The people in the state are slowly killing me on the inside. I can't really take it anymore. My friends are slowly leaving and amazingly I'm kind of happy about that. It's my senior year and it sucks. I'm in a Photo class and we aren't using cameras yet. I have no work to do and nowhere to go. The best part of my days are 2:20-3:00 and 9:00-11:30. That is the only time I get to talk to my boyfriend. That's another thing that pissed me off, speaking about my boyfriend, I was in the locker-room today after gym and Jill comes over to me and asks me to see his picture again to show to the new girl. The girl takes one look at him and goes "what is a well respected white girl doing with that thing?" I stopped short for once I was speechless. It's 2006 not 1950. It does not matter if my lover/best friend is black. It's none of her damn business whom I date let alone his race. Talk about a great first impression right? Oh well. It feels like my head is going to explode. I'm tired, bored, angry, and depressed all at the same time. Perfect. Just perfect.

"Hey nail bunny?"

"Yes Nny?"

"I'm not happy..."