I know I've been gone for awhile this time guys. I just heven't been myself as of late. No sleep to speak of, just coffee. Food was something of the past for awhile as well. Three or four days of just coffee and ciggarettes. Delicious and nutritious. I turned 19 last month. It was a nice day. He took me out to dinner and a movies and got me a cake. It was really sweet. I don't think he knows just how much that meant to me. None of my ex's ever did anything for my birthday. But He is amazing and I cant stop saying it. He is sweet and funny. Im shutting up now i have to get dressed.

Hey everybody I'm back after another weekend in PA. Sam and I went to see The Number 23. It was amazing. We plan on seeing the new TMNT movie when it comes out this month. I can't believe we've been going out for 10 months already. It doesn't feel like it's been that long. I want to do something special for him this weekend but I don't know what. I'll think of something. See you later.

Everything went well for the birthday weekend. Sam picked me up thursday night and took me home sunday. I get a four day weekend this weekend so I'll go home on Tuesday night. everything should go pretty well. Talk to you guys later.

I turn 18 in one day!!!!!!!!111!!!oneone!!!!  HAHAHA!!!!!! How amazing is that! I'm so happy! Sam's picking me up on thursday night and I'm staying untill Sunday night when he drives me home. He's amazing he drives to and from jersey twice a weekend just to pick me up and bring me home! He's a sweetheart. We picked out matching tatoos recently. We found an eye that we both liked and we're getting them on our shoulders at some point in time! That will be my third tatoo! YAY! I'm working on quitting smoking I'm doing okay by my standards. I'm down to 2-3 a day!1!one!! Hehehe! Watch me be happy! I can't wait until tomorrow. I turn 18, I get to see Sam, I get to see Sam. Everything is going to go perfectly! YAY! See you guys later!